will this nightmare ever end

Colin is no better today,,his mood is low,,ok he doesnt say but i know,,it will pick up but hes in pain and with no gym and no up time he has a lot of time to think,,i probably dont help im tired,,another early shift,,another day when you find out who your real colleagues are,,and with problems about to start in the return care for Colin i will say im slightly tense.Colin worries that he is not there to take on these problems,,but he is there and he does help and he does give us support.And for those who tittle tattle and try and cause upset and strife in peoples lives Colin would always have the right thing to say to them.I only wish i was strong as him,,i only wish i didnt take all the stupid trivial things to heart,,as he says,,is it something you can change,,if the answer is no,,then move on,,,,,And yes Louise,I knew it was macbeth,,i know one or two witches so realy would i forget,,it must have been a slip of a digit,,and amanda im sorry i have read the text and then promtly left mobile at work,,its as if i have left my whole world,,anyway thankyou and realy things are fine,,,hope to see you soon,,and tell Jeff to score a goal for Colin,xAnyway this day is coming to an end,,and to be honest im glad,,too stressful,harrasment and people showing their true colours,,but as Colin would say ,,can i change it ,,,no then i will move on x