goal plan and beyond

Colin is coming home for one night,,in about three weeks,,thats how long it takes to sort these things out,,between district nurses,,and community,,but this is great,,he will be home,,only one night,,but then a weekend and then in about 9 weeks home,,,Its scary though,,,i will be on tender hooks,,am i realy responsible for medication and keeping him healthy,,he has no chance realy,,but i will try.Im in bed,,yes i know its only 2100 but im not long home.cup of tea lap top,,how sad am i ,,i have lost track of soaps,programmes ect,,never in till too late,,so here i am talking to you,my friend,,dreading getting up to go to work tomorrow,,but thats a different skeleton in the cupboard,,trying to remember all the things i have to do,,people to ring things to order,,it has to be perfect,,well as near as ,,and lets face it Colin probably wont even notice or care,,,and thats the way it should be,,,he wont care if the white company sheets are on the bed,,the jo malone toiletries are in the wet room or if we use the emma bridgewater tea pot,,these are my department,,he will only care when we turn the key as the lights go out,,goodnight pa,goodnight ma,,goodnight jim bob,,oh damn it i m not in the waltons,,,so back to reality,i hear Matalan do realy good bed linen and as i say he will never notice,bless,,,,