i know things are bad when im actualy watching the eurovision

yes my friend here i am surrounded by a mish mash of furniture,,drawing room dining room and just general rubbish,,with a cup of tea,,having eaten a whole bag of chocolate eclairs,,not long back from glasgow,,it was a weird day,,colin struggling with the ,,get up,,it takes so much out of them,,so i made him watch the michael mcintyre video,im nice like that, thought it would cheer him up,,well it did me as i chortled,,no laughed through it,,colin was mildly amused but i dont think he realy sees it,,oh well,,anyway not my best visit,,but i would be awful if i felt as bad as colin feels at the moment,,i would cry and moan and make everyone elses life absaloutely miserable and i wouldnt care, hmmmm not much change there then,,