hmmm,,what can i say

Colin is still in bed,,the mark is still there but no worse,,so i hope it will now fade,,Colins chest is not as bad but his mood is low,,no one would know but i know,,as i spoke to him sometimes he just stared at that blinking tile on the ceiling,,how many times as he looked at that damn spot,,out damn spot,,hamlet (oh wait...Macbeth),,knew i was cultured,,but we will get through this and he will have something nicer to look at,,its time just time.I also have an appointment with the Devil wears primark,,on thursday i am gearing myself up to a difficult time,,they are not very supportive and we need to manouvere to get the best for Colin,,he deserves it and I need help I can not do this on my own,,but i am not on my own,I have Colin and they forget he negotiates,,it is thing he is calmer and wiser than me i will get him to tutor me,,I need to get this right its not a game its our life.