sunshine and tears

the lovely Melissa headed west today,,she is off to majorca on wednesday,,so wanted to spend as much time with colin as possible,,I was working so headed home after to a house full of dust and muck,,realy the men were so good but nowhere is safe from the stour that comes with DIY,,Our good friends douglas and lesley came round and we turned in to Pickfords,,massive units tables and the rest were manouvered with great care into the drawing room,,so Colins bedroom will finaly take shape as new flooring goes down.At last as the dust begins to settle colins new habitat comes to life.And life goes on and the sun shines one of the warmest weekend this year,,or in fact for many years and Colin hasnt been outside,,not once,,confinde to bed,,but smiling and not complaining,,never.I have just been on my face book and looked at karina bowlbys remarkable polo pictures from the tournament in Dalmahoy this weekend,They were fabulous showing all the excitement and fun and passion that comes with the sport.Tears rolled down my face,,i dont know why,,I was tired from work,,i am tired from the late night at Jennys wedding,,im just tired and i so wanted to take Colin to Dalmahoy this weekend,,i so wanted him to feel the passion and exhilaration and be included.But he will be there soon,,and that is not negotiable.