paradise at last

Squeezed back into another black cab,,home supper wimbeldon ,careres bed,,,sighed heavily,,please god dont let me have to smother him,,chat ,laugh a small tear,,silence,,jesus,,not one demand,,i slept he slept,,carers arrived for turn at midnight,,i got up left them to it sat on stair,,30 min,two chatters,lights on ..Jesus he slept right through it and i sat on the stairs,,back in,,, 730..not a word ,,not a demand,,pillow and cling film can be stored till the next time,,he is safe,Yes im moaning but i LOVED every moment of it,,the gyle was fun,,colin corrine and i had a chat and a giggle,,even thought we might go out on this double date again,,supper was fun again,,well at least supper involved food,,children relaxed watching tv,,we were home,,Friday was ambulance day,,we sat on our terrace,,posh ramp,,in the sunshine with our tea after carers left,,relaxed,,at home,,in love,,yes how sloppy but a couple,,you know what i mean,,,and all to soon the ambulance arrived and colin headed west but we are nearly there,,nearly home for good,