what now..

bet your sorry you read this then,,but realy i am happy ,and depressed and not depressed and loved and blah blah blah,,,,i dont mind when people tell me about their next holidays and the one they are booking after that,,,,much...i love to hear how sunny it is at polo,,happening only miles from the house,,but as colin does not have an off road wheelchair,, yet,we havent had the guts to go to,,one thing having lorry pulled out the mud by the tractor,,but a wheelchair,,,but we will be there,soon,,,and we do appreciate donna,,my goodest chum saying prayers and lighting monstrous candles in lourdes for us,,but it aint kicked in yet,,,donna let me know when its due to start,,,and fiona m dropping in on the off chance,,with lillies and goodies,,to be promptly thrown out the door again as half the NHS were about to descend,,,and Corrine popping in on a saturday night for a glass of red to whine about her life,,makes me feel so much better,,but i was so looking forward to seeing megan dying on Casualty,,oh well theres alaway replay,,and to all my other friends,,you know who you are who are still listening to my tales of whoe,,,and family who are as i speak having papers drawn up to have me commited,,thankyou,xxx