im still here

JUST......and hi to you my friends,,this is not a happy clappy update,,to be fair i have already tried the samaritans and they hung up,,,No this is a very sorry for my self update,,so bear with me,,Colin is great,,hes well and thriving,,i on the other hand want to stand up on a very large chair and scream at all those silly people in the hospital that told me how wonderful it would be when he came home,,they lied,,,,before you all rush to the phone to book us an appointment with relate lets clarify that statement,,,Yes it is wonderful to have him home,,the m8 a distant memory,,but its not easy,,the constant regime of meds and nesecaary timetables for colins well being are essential.The care in the community ,,well i dont know whose community,, as it aint in mine,no if there is a problem dont bother picking up that phone and ringing the HELP line as they are obviously out enjoying themselves,,,the carers are marvelous ,when they turn up,,and there isnt enough hours in my day.,,,you are not Colins carer,,,another stupid statement made by the southern general,,no im not im his wife and love him and want to help,,and have no problem doing meds,ect,,but where was all this magical help they pretended was there,,no just a ploy to get us to leave........who knew,,,,,we have no transport,,that can take up to 6 months,,so we are marooned in our heaven we call hell,,each more stir crazy than each other.....to be continuedhttp://colinsrecovery.blogspot.com/