hitting my head against a brick wall

not been the best week so far,,colin not being well,,but he is on the up,,but just had news from my social worker,,doesnt everyone have one,,and the city panel have kicked back my appeal to help us with an entry for colin into the kitchen,,,what is the point,,these people dont care why should they,,they dont care that colin will never be able to go into his own kitchen and sit beside the aga,,while i whip up some strange concotion,,thank god for marks and spencers,,they dont care that the kitchen is where everyone goes to get,,tea,supper breakfast,,oh no,,it would be desirable but not essential,,whats the point,i realy dont want these people back in my house,,i realy dont want them making desicions and assumptions about my family.The sooner they are finished and off my land,,i now sound like calamity jane,,,the better.Well it looks like social workers are right up there beside traffic wardens,,oh yes i also had a ticket this week,,,realy my life is a disaster,,,thank god for colin,x he keeps me sane.