coffee cake and coffee

Morning brought more snow,,was at ikea at 10am,,snow up to my knees,,ok most people it would be up to ankles but this is me remember,Anyway new rug purchased,headed home,,builders arrived and quotes were started,,feels a bit surreal,,thought it would never happen.Wednesday is Charlie day,,but this time he brought my other brother Michael,,a nice surprise,,so the boys and I and Shelley headed west,,Colin was there tired but content,,he smiled at the usual Shelley / Hunter banter,always amusing,,he was tired though,,up early,hand therapy,,in the pool and then gym,,so realy very tired.But all good and Colin thrives on it,,coffee cake and coffee was had,,normaly we dont manage to finish one but it was devoured with relish.Left Colin heading to bed,,he has another busy day tomorrow,,boys and I headed east,Good day alround.

Oh she is just so me,,,,,,

I just had to mention my new most favourite telly programme,,Cougar city,,well how Melissa shelley and I laughed it was brilliant, a real tonic,She was so me,,well apart from the fact I am very happily married,do not look at younger men,do not live in a sunshine state,do not drink ,do not have a son,do not work in an estate agents and bestest friend does not live next door.But apart from that realy i think they modelled the show on me.If you didnt catch it check it out,loved loved loved it,,,

this insomnia thing is just so me

Im back,,this dreaming thing has freaked me out,,so insomnia seems better option,,i get more done,,so far have been on net checked out and will have Melissa order in the morning,,new undergarment,,new sofa for sitting room,,aah yes forgot to say this insomnia thing can be pricey,,Builders have been organised to start coming for quotes to start renovations for Colin coming home,,very exciting,one step closer,Council are very exact in their listing of things required for them to quote for,.My list they need to quote for is more vague,,I need a man with a hammer,,so list goes like,1.put up all pictures removed from wall in bedroom bathroom sitting room and hall after painting work was finished,,,note to self,next time get Simon just to leave nails in wall and paint over them,,much easier all round.2.fix door handle in hall,tired of it coming off in my hand.3.add shelf to bookcase in sitting room.All little things but require man with hammer,,4.replace telly plug in kitchen,so need man with screw driver too,,5.put light fittment up in bedroom,,so man with electricians tools,,,Possibly need squad from,,60min makeover,,oh well im sure they know what they are doing.

to sleep and then to dream

I dont know what is worse,,to not sleep or to sleep,,i know it doesnt make sense,,but there again when has that been a problem,,,i slept last night,,exhausted but oh boy was it bad,,i dreamt,,or was it a nightmare,,who knows but it was bad,,there i was looking down on me standing in front of colin in his wheelchair,,watching creepy stalker type,,and me,,the one in front of colin was turning round trying to catch him,,as ever time i looked forward he jumped out his chair and ran around mocking me,,and when i spun round he was sitting in his chair,,a bit like a ...little britain sketch.Oh how it upset me,,i woke up mad as hell and that awful feeling at the pit of my stomach,,,,so maybe easier not to sleep,,The run home from glasgow tonight was very very frightening,,from hart hill to home it was a white out,,seriously bad,,,i could hardly see in front of the car,,,but i made it and it was worth it,,colin was good and mike and bev as company made it a jolly visit,colin due in the pool tomorrow and time on the erigo has started again so all good.

snow please no,,,

M8,,sleet,what i cant be bothered with this,its summer time,,i know I had to lose one hours sleep on Sunday because they told me it was,,i do hate when people tell me fibs,,its so not fair.Shelley was home when i arrived back,,well this was certainly a surprise,,oh how i miss my girls when they are not home,,she was full of chat,,and she brought a big smile to my face,,Melissa and Shelley laughing and giggling at our kitchen table,,the place where all good things happen,,,and then i remember Colin has no access to my kitchen now,,desirable but not essential..oh how i hate that phrase,,,Colin is tired today,,trying to hard in the gym,,but he ok,,all the girls will be at the hospital at the weekend and all will be all right with the world,,my famiy all together,,the most important thing in the world.

this is seriously not funny

one duck billed platapus,,two duck billed platapus,,,well ive massacred all those damn sheep whats a girl to do,,0128 and im up at 3 for an early shift.My life is pants,,,,,,,,,,,,

one of my most precious gift ever

Jeff Swanson came to visit,,he arrived in Glasgow bringing Colin one of the most wonderful gifts i have.It was a beautiful ...photo book...full of photos of Colin and friends and family,,at polo,argentina perth dalmahoy,,its amazing I love it...Yes it made me cry,,sad but happy tears,,i know bizarre,,but it just touched my heart,memories,,loves lives it was all in there,,i will never forget their generosity,Colin is still good,,scared to say it realy,,but so far so good.Thom Bell has once again stepped in and saved the day,,Tostada is now with him and he has found her a new home,,again many thanks to him,,Colin and I are realy lucky to have such support and such amazing friends,,Life is good,,we ar on the up,x